Is There a Fly Wheel Effect?

Was there a period where you tipped into depression or despair and took some significant time to even find your way toward growing your way out of this predicament? Well, i the first thing i said when i woke back up and sort of was cognizant of what was going on, was, i never asked for this. There's this interesting iven thinkig about this more recently, you maybe you've seen this in your on life as well. They're like positive and negative feed back loops throughout life. And so for whatever reason, I tried to focus on some small wind, some little foothold that i could get to push off of"...