i don't know if this is the root cause of anything, cause i've done some self reflection. Growing up, my mam is a tremendous mother and she was awesome throughout. But one thing she did do is she scared the everl ever living shit out of me about things drugs a, you know, going making sure that you're not crossing the street in a certain place. And when i say i don't drink, it's like, i don't like a. I hope people are gon to laugh, but i, i don’t do drug. It took me till i was about eight, 19 years old to even try that, cause i was terrified o even