The Feeling of Immortality

I recoil sometimes from Buddhism I think and maybe a lot of people do is because somewhere here you must face this terrible reality. It's almost indescribable maybe the way a fish feels when it gets pulled out onto a boat and it's just flopping around on the boat just trying to swim. You're continually letting go of being in control all the time and so you know how to do it actually as a dad that was just applying it to yourselfWow but I think that's an amazing feeling you don't want it to be like your every day or every moment of every dayyou know because how grim is that? "It brings up a lot of genuine feeling even though it's