I Can't Do Anything With This, Just Take It

He had this achy, murky hole of darkness in him and he just kept imagining that he was handing it into something very asd and very merciful. He got them a sprouter so they could start growing sprouts from his garden. And then he brought some vegetables from his garden and home baked bread, and they had their first dinner. After dinner, the children went to bed, and that's when he finally said what he needed to say: i failed you, and i can never make it up, but ilove you. I hope you'll accept me back in your life.