"I could have just gotten out after that deployment," he says. "It's really hard to look at your career and be like, okay I'm just gonna get out now when you know you got friends that are fighting" The one the one job that I Have to do is platoon commander If in my opinion if you don't do that That's for me where I was in my mind. And everything that I've been through that's the one critical Tour that I'm gonna do right."