i was a nestalgia comedian, meaning i was talking about the observational stuff that i grew up with in and around verse. Album was lot of what i learned from petris in particular. But then watching guys like dave in new york city, or itel in new York City, just being very present and allowing a a moment where you're off course to suddenly be the course. Then i realize between your first two records, which were records for me, i feel like i wasn't ready to let go of the harmful, if swallowed style.