"It was not about doing right or wrong, it's about to be able to keep with the boys and be respected in the hood as a guy who can't be respected," he says. "All those values I learn on the street are not values I should take in my life as a, if I want to grow up and represent what I want." He adds: "My mission, my passion for the family was take me away from that dark side of being, just doing problems".