The Gift Is Play

i like to check myself and make sure i never do anything for others, never. Only when it's play self full reasons, then they don't have to pay for it. And for me, the gift is play. Yousa, i have a need. I present me, me to you. Lavid, with joy, yes. What is the best way i can receive meing my that you feel like you gave me a gift? Will you ever receive it gratefullyor this is one of my perplexities about this, ecause it seemed to me, if we give and receive, here's what would happen. But it seems to me that if we're really tuned