I Lost My Left Brain and I Lost All My Childhood Memories

In your first book, you talk about that you lost all your childhood memories. Did those ever come back, or do you not have any still? I some memories. But at the same time, a, i was a, my guesses, i could say read, do you remember what your tenth year, ten year old birthday cake looked like? Do i? So, so who knows how much of my past i regained, ah, and how much i lost. The present moment is a fantastic, blissful place to exist but it's completely non functional in the external world.