The Importance of Being Neutral

I always like you scale it, tangibleize it, whatever. Like if you like nervous energy like the environment dictates some of it. Oh yeah, I go knock the edge off but like you got back to neutral. And I tried to do it when I was when I first started playing. It like I felt like things were happening too fast around me and I couldn't like relax in the moment. There has to be this weird in between position of like I can decipher information and make decisions in real time. But yeah, we're going to go over there and slit everybody's throats.