Does Being Hurt That My Prodigal Isn't Doing What He's Said to Do?

I think the question has to be asked, like, does that imply an incompleteness? Mm hmm. Am I incomplete when my dopey kid isn't doing what he's supposed to do and he ran off the drugs? Is being hurt over that? Does that imply an imperfection in me or can that be a perfection, right? That something I have created that I've created for a perfect like purpose isn't fulfilling the purpose that I created it for even though it's still within my will. So you are still doing God's will, even when you're trying to, it's the Satan dilemma. Everything I do to hurt God is just what he wants to do