I'm Not Present, I Want to Be Present

Not being present really affects the ability for me to, ah, my ability not to be present makes me have a lack of of memory with a lot of these things. Yet i'm there and i'm taking to you, but my brains in six different places. Like right now, i'm listening, while i'm talking to yo, there's like three songs going to back my head,. I don't remember fully, but i mougt assume no. So where is your attention then? Fully on the pis. But that's because it matters, right? And then when you actually p where's your mind in that moment where you start hissing? Are you still doing like