I'm Trying to Create, Don't Tell Me What You Do

When i was a child and i used to play with lego, i didn't care about whether what i was making was good. I was simply aged in the act of making le then i would engage in that daydream state which i now know as flow. So as an adult, that's what i do. I sit down at my laptop and i try and engage in play. And i don't judge whether what i'm doing is good or bad. I'm simply having fun. Once i'm there, i've left the room. Thats the floo. How can i spend three hours writing a story, then finish it, and literally feel as if i write this like