The Number Eight Protagonist or Challenger

i think that my dad was a man of immensely high integrity. At the same time, he loved his life. Loved poker and horse racing and snooker and sailingand i loved him. And wonder that he was quite a gentleman and quite a shy man. I am almost trying to protect my dad, if that makes sense. It's only weird that until some one dies, you realize the energetic imprint that they've had on you. Death is something which we ar condition to be very afraid of in the west,. as something we don't talk about is like pooing ous co.