Are You Resolving a Conflict?

I think we're so conditioned by the world around us not to go against the grain despite the fact that we have this strong desire to. And you know they resist that temptation I know this from having grown up in the Indian culture it's like this constant battle. But for me it's never really been a conflict because maybe it's because I was a new waiver at heart. So, you know, my value is to help alleviate suffering and I only spend my time on doing things that are going to be effective toward doing that.