What Do I Get for That Victory?

There was a point where it hit me really hard and I started thinking that I was con soon after that. So at first, yeah, you're like just floating. You're like the game, if you even recognize which I didn't because I just needed a job, I had experience so it's easy to get. And then it was just good fun. But once I hit mid twenties, that's when it started to hit me. Whoa, like I've been here like two years, years. And what do you have to show for it?