The Importance of Purpose in Life

I think with crystals is like yeah, they're healing because they're just pretty looking And I think that makes you happy that's really fine For me it doesn't bring objects. Don't bring me joy in that way Unless I'm using it for a purpose unless something which is something thatlike I do struggle with is like Making sure everything has a purpose or like if i'm doing something i'm like is this productive? Yeah, I'm grateful for my like strong work ethic, but it's the point where I'm Not doing anything during the day. It's like find god not an object. Where are you? Where do you stand with god? Does it vibrate? Oh god