The Power of Letting Go

I think my biggest obstruction is that I like to know my control stuff. And sometimes I get a little nervous by how much force there is in my creation and my creative power. There's this interesting thing because there's a part of me that does know how it all turns out, the very far projection. But then I want it all steps in between. It's easy to forget what love feels like in the moment when I'm so future casting it. So we're slowing down enough to bring myself back to the now, back to the present,. What does radical self love see feel taste like right this second inside of me? That's where I often find myself to do.