As a kid, I was always a kid at the parties that like wasn't really having as good of a time as everybody else. And so it I find myself just like harder to please myself. Well, part of it is that you're an intellectual novelty seeker. You wouldn't be actually popping from one major topic to the next every single week delving into somebody's body of work. That would have been a different way of satisfying this urge by doing your podcast.