Do You Have a Biggest Fear of Service?

i always talk about a rhythm when i try to do service for some one else. And the rhythm for me is always that i have an idea to do something nice for someone, and that step one, step two is, it's hard to define it, but something shows up. I've done like a lot of things, where for my birthday, we'll make sandwiches, and we'll collect clothes, will brng itdown a skid rop. But somewhere on the drive down to skid row, i start to doubt, is this a good idea? Which ludicrous. So the act for me, of being of service usually comes with pushing through something as well.