I think that what you, I think my experience and my expectation is that unexpected things will come up. That's why you should not take on every project you think you can do - even if it aligns with so many of the things that I want to do. And suddenly what you thought was X is really 3X of time and energy. A CEO friend who says to me that he takes every time and budget estimate and multiplies it by pie. It means that now when I've just come to the point where I feel ready to do it and the timing feels right,you know I could have damaged any number of relationships in my family if I'd just said oh yeah I want