Jiu Jitsu - What Made You Decide?

I thought I was getting better. As a, you know, a white belt, I kind of felt that even the higher belts, they didn't have an easy time against me. And then my instructor was kind of, he, yeah, he told me that I had a, I could have a bright future if I dedicated myself. He would call my home and speak to my mom and tell me to go,. Even though I was already, like, 21 or something,you know, I was still living with my parents. It just gets worse when you get promoted because it's more pressure. Now, I'm a blue belt. I have to go against those, youknow,