The mind tricks you like people will waste their entire lives because of the trickery of the mind. I literally saw it happen in my life, year after year. It started around the age i was 15. Straight up almost failed out of college. Was on academic probation my freshman year. And still my mind was like, not to day,. Not now, not now. We'll do it to morrow. Hear all the thousand reasons you're not ready yet. You could fail. It may not be good enough. But once your mind understands that, it's going to get into line. Does that make senseholding yourself hostage?