How Does Your Addiction Affect You in Your Teenage Years?

I don't think i had a very mature level of awareness around it, even in my tenage years. I know that i sought out more advanced methods of self harm because i knew more about the world thand i known more about things that would hurt me. It was definitely this thing that i didn't break out of for a long time. Like, it really took until my early twenties for me to completely break out of that pattern. But  i will always provide it as context, not content. So i'll give 90 minute keynote, and i will mention that i grew up in an abuse ofe home. The only hard and fast rule is that i never share about individual