I'm in a Black Hole Depression

i've been in therapy oft and on since i was fifteen. For most of, majority of my life, i've been in therapy im, and there's no shame round that. I think having some one to check in with is really important. We can do it virtually on the phone, but, yethat's why i love therapy, for people, and myself, when i really need it. Yes, same here. Yn i takes work. It can be really challenging him. Theres many years in my life, or i've been in a black hole for weeks and months. Mi feel o, i'm, i' longing for this intimacy, this connection, this sin...