The Trance of Unworthiness

i've always thought of myself as fairly, i'm fairly confident iny myself and my abilities. But there was a lot of ares. Ri really wasn't showing up that way, and it really was hard for me to see it. And i think a you call this the trance of unworthiness. You know, that you were caught in this trance of worince there was something, always, something wrong with life, with you. Ho how did you first so owaken to the idea that you could let go of that story and really except yourself?