I want to live the full experience of being a human and that includes spending time in sadness and Fear. And I think Everything that's probably won't work out as well. There's no small Violins here for me, but there's some anxiousness with the unsettledness of the of the business growth arc that I'm in. Yeah, totally I'm not I'm not a robot And I love I don't want to just be happy by the way Hardy when people say what do you want in life? And they say I just want to be happy. That's not what I want What I want is to Live the full experience  and that includes The harder emotions in life