The next time you try to pack a box, look for this part of the script in your mind telling you not to. Buddha said that no amount of privilege or power actually will li protect you from suffering. Even though you're lucky and you've got eight million subscribers, it's ok for you to feel stress. Do other people have it worse than you do? Yes. But just because someone else got doesn't mean bad things aren't going to happen to you. That kind of goes back to the dialectic where someone can be angry at you and still love you.