I've Done Some Crazy Swims, Why Did You Stop?

"I am an attic. I just happen to be addicted to very socially acceptable things like perfectionism and work," he says. Swimming is "like the loneliest, weirdest thing", but it's so beautiful at the same time. The author has done some crazy swims; why did you stop? You can't even distinguish between the sky and the water, it's so dark.