"I revelled in feeling out of control, and i don't mean that like out of my mind," he says. "i've certainly even this year, more than any other year, of being told, 'You know what, you only do this' And so i continued to put myself an that in my stand up,. but in living life, so i can have more to observe and report." He also talks about how his live stream for court ye fell apart five times before it came together.