The Importance of Accepting Love and Care

I didn't realize that I had a block against receiving, like fully receiving love and care. That freaked my nervous system out. Would totally leave the room. What I would do is go clean. So like a relationship would feel amazing, things would feel really good. And instead of like staying in that cocoon energy of love, which is what I do now, I'd be like, hi, good morning. Is that something that we, like, consciously understand or could it just be something that like, okay, our body understands or, yeah, okay. Yeah.