What Matters?

i hear less of a question and more of your heart's aspiration. And i'm wondering, what is it that might get in the way for that? Is there a belief or a feeling that makes you feel that in some way, you want to resign,. You're not going to show upall right, i have money. Poetry has been my kind of go to avocation. So whe when i'm hearing is that there's a self doubt that it's valuable, or it's worth putting forth? Is that right? It's that and am yes.