The Trama or Thala Bond

i'm only saying all this because you said part of me still loved him. It was so difficult to process grief like that, especially when everyone was send their ampathy and remarking what a great guy he was. Yes, i absolutely understand. And part of you did love him. Of course, there's nothing wrong with that. You had a huge investment, and it's o kand i'm not saying thatyou said it wasn't ok to love him. But it is difficult to reconcile the the feelings that you have,. Especially when he was probably hurtful more often than loving. That's typically ensThis kind of relationship, its the person is usually more hurtful than loving