Death and Dying

I am currently, am 52 years d and have been struggling with stage four a canser for seven years. It's affecting my lung a, my long workings, and i have pain. And i keep, i listened to tarsa lecture last week about, you know, pain plus resistance is suffering. But i'm afraid of suffering more. Well, i'm not so afraid of the dying, but i really don't want to leave many kids. One of them is very, very depressed right now. Im andaashar ye shaan, we just have to go theagt to the essence of it. Riht nethesis. Heh ok, yes. Present moment