Sasha: I'm getting some degree of desperation driving what ends up on your plate. There's actually like a cognitive and even genetic reason why you, your mind functions the way that it does. You have a unique cognitive fingerprint, which is that you juggle a lot of balls. Sasha: If you want to get out of this, you have to address the feeling of like, I have to do this or, you know, it'll all come crumbling down.