What Are You Going to Do When You're High?

i didn't realize how much of it was related to my environment, because i think our environment can create this false sense of normalcy where i thought everything i was doing was somewhat normal. And that's what really crippled me, meto my knees. I had aspirations as a kid, before i'd been drugs, to do certain things when i grew up, or and i was always like a sweet kid. But here i am now snort and coke and selling drugs. What am i doing? And i started to get really bad panic attacks, which back in the mid two thousands, ar ritin a mid late 2 thousand i forget when it was, the great after height