Facing the Shadows: Memory and Trauma

In this episode of In Search of More, Eli Nash sits down with Bassy Kutten for a heartfelt and deeply personal conversation about her journey—from growing up in the tight-knit community of New Square to bravely speaking out about her past experiences of abuse. Bassy opens up about the emotional challenges of processing her trauma, the struggle of reconciling her childhood memories with difficult truths, and the importance of allowing herself to fully feel and heal. Together, they explore the complexities of family dynamics, the weight of silence, and the ongoing path toward self-acceptance and self-care.

Beyond Bassy’s personal story, the discussion expands into the broader cultural challenges surrounding abuse, particularly within Jewish communities. Eli and Bassy take an honest look at why survivors often struggle to find support, how societal biases shape responses to abuse, and the difficult but necessary work of shifting these conversations. They also touch on the role of psychedelics in healing, the impact of spirituality, and the power of open dialogue in creating lasting change. This episode is a moving, thought-provoking, and ultimately hopeful exploration of resilience, truth, and the courage to break cycles of silence.