Eating Disorders

I was an only child, so whether my parents gave me love, because they did, you feel pressures in other ways that siblings can share and can talk about i couldn't. So i grew up with a, a father who was extremely performant, a, and he started from nothing, and he, you know, he succeeded in many ways that we can describe as patriarchal in our society. A, and that put pressure on me as a young girl. I was always part of the boys, because i was super sporty, and i liked stuff that was a bit scary,. From barefooting to sky diving. And i also had a couple of really good girl friends, but