Are You Feeling Guilt When You're on a Brake?

I feel like the way i view social plans has definitely shifted a lot as we grow older. I deftnly get a bit of guilt. And i've started to develop, maybe not so much anxiety, but just like a general sense of restlessness when pitio starts to come up. Not only do i have to catch up on everything that i missed out on, i also no longer have like this long peto to look forward to, and i'm back. O y ot.