I'm that deployment goes to 2008 I've been in five years with a trident Six years into my career and I don't have combat experience and it's not my fault But this is something I felt like I had been training for and I just felt insecure about it. We're in the western provinces there Yeah, so near where you were in Ramadi and we had Various I think it was more like an outstation model at this point. Did you at least go like on some ops? Oh, yeah Yeah, yeah, but no shots fired. It's just I didn't have and I wasn't in a leadership position tactically.