The Power of Belief

I thought the movies told me if I was beautiful enough then somebody would change 1000% for me. Every girl that I date like does resemble emotionally the trauma that I see. You're trying to redo the story and you're trying to show yourself that if you're good enough this time the story will turn out differently. It's based in survival because as a kid we were like I'm not going to be fed by my parents if I don't if I'm not loved by them so I have to do all these things to get loved so that I can literally continue living. As an adults we're like oh I no longer need this person for my survival but I feel like I did