I Don't Think People Respond, I Think They Just Respond

Having been painfully shy, had an experience at the when i started training. Was looking at him here, and ite was idi, want all that i contact. I didn't want to be opened up. And if he'd to keep myself safe and if he had done less of it, i probably would have been able to cross over what he was doing more. Like in ikido, i think people don't go, am this person's attacking me? How shalli?"