The Fear of My Peers

"It took me a long time as a gay person or queer person to feel like I belong in that space interesting not just the chain," he says. "I wonder if I was doing it to overcompensate because my voice is the faggiest voice anyone's ever heard and then sorry I think I've reclaimed that words" He also talks about feeling physically either weak or incompetent or not comfortable around sports lingo or culture.