I don't like, i ice the like arguing people on instiga. I realized how big a drain it is on my time. It's not even worth arguing on. Most of the people that have based an opinion on you are not open to any discussion about it at all. That's not productive for solutions. And so there's very few things thati lik ar out of my reach when it comes to my career wise. But i really do test myself often now just cause i wanted to accomplish something. Like sometimes i'll bake ot fuck an, i'm going to take an eight minute cold shower just to do the acto. And i'll do it just to know i can