Complex Journey of Transition, Regret, and Community Backlash

The speaker expresses a sense of obligation towards the community due to the journey they have been through. However, after revealing their regret and struggles post-transition, they faced backlash from the transgender community. Some individuals envied the progress the speaker had made in their transition, while others felt threatened by it. The community's response shifted from admiration to resentment and hostility, triggered by the speaker's transparency about their pain and regret. The speaker's personal social media became a platform for intense criticism and abandonment, highlighting the complexities and challenges faced during their transition journey.