Taking Ownership vs. Finding Freedom

The speaker reflects on feeling responsible for everything in a group setting, realizing the burden of always feeling like they have to do all the tasks. They acknowledge the need to prioritize their freedom and not overcommit to responsibilities. The internal conflict arises between feeling guilty for not being fully present and feeling overwhelmed by obligations. Ultimately, the speaker decides that the current phase of life may not be the right time to be deeply involved in the organization, acknowledging the need to balance responsibilities with personal freedom.