The Secret of Always Feeling Good

i'm trying to accept that it's clearly not the design to always feel good. And i think it's confusing, because sometimes we have spiritual teachers like ecart tole who are gumming at it from the angle of 'if you're always present, then you always feel good' I just remember h e's like, doing being present isn't going to make you happy while you're dying,. Because it's impossible to be happy while you’re dying.