Sexual humiliation is one of the worst fear for a guy

Part of having a shitty place is about giving yourself the excuse to get out of these things. What you consciously want to do and the way your unconscious mind operate are usually not the exact same thing. That's dude that's the way the human mind works man this isn't like some voodoo magic everyone's like this dude. Fear of rejection. Fear of ED. It's a deep fucking fear every dude has man. I have it.