Do You Have a Dream That May Never Pan Out?

Five years ago, i left my full time job to try to do the same thing that i'm doing to day. And during that time, i probably had a fourth of the assets that i have today. Even with more skills and more confidence, i don't feel much more secure or somehow psychologically safe now. I still wake up and i'm like, am i doing something that's totally insane right now? "I think people get stuck in this groove of trying to figure out how it's all going to work out"