"I've always felt out of place, and i've always been a weird kid. I basically wasted all my life being isolated, stuck inside my room due to my depression and severe social anxiety," she writes. "All i do every day is just scroll the innarnet or watch dum vidios. Nothing happens in my life." She adds that her family are so upset with her for not getting a job. 'i don't think i'll ever catch up on life'